My Subconscious is trying to kill me

The night before last I had a dream where I had to move back in with my ex-wife and her husband because I was suffering from a terminal disease and I had no place else to go. While there, TEA's horse kicked me in the forehead and my ex-father-in-law (while naked) accused me of being a drain on his daughter's family and a general loser. I woke up terrified and checking my forehead for the wound.

Last night, I had a dream where I failed to listen to a voice mail from a recruiter who had offered me a job and because I failed to respond in a timely manner, I lost out on an $80,000/year job.

I was compelled to check my voicemail this morning.

My relief and disappointment was equal.

I think I may have to resort to sleep enhancers from here on out so that I don't wake up drenched in sweat and fearing that I have screwed up my life even worse.